But I kept at it. I kept plugging away in Snowbasin, and eventually, hours later than planned, I hauled myself across that finish line. It was definitely my hardest-earned summit, and my most-deserved Red Hat.
That experience ended up being so significant.
First, it humbled me. Not that any of the other events I’d completed went easily, but nothing compared to the struggles I felt while climbing in Utah.
Secondly, it let me prove to myself that I can do hard things, even when they turn out to be even harder than expected.
Thirdly, it gave me insight into the struggles others might feel on the mountain. Like I said, I always knew any 29029 is hard for anyone tackling it, but I didn’t know it could be this hard!
And finally, it taught me to handle failure.
Now I know what you’re thinking; Joannie, you’ve completed so many of these, stop being an idiot. That’s not failing.
But to me, in that moment, it felt like failure, and that perceived failure gave me the chance to reflect and improve on how I view myself.